*-all aboutt my Life. . .

Its another day again.. well.. how did i spend my friday?? well.. the trip to zoo was cancelled due to the unstable weather.. so got no choice.. but to postpone this trip.

Met my hubby at 1615 at bugis mrt.. headed parco junction.. had our lunch there.. and went window shopping..  tee hee.. and erm.. the plan for the day was to accompany him for his dance lesson. Well, i stopped dancing like for 1 mth plus. Due to sum demolition of my health.  :\  sooo.. yes.. he’s the dance captain.. so proud of him. hah! alright.

While on the way there, his thumb bleed so badly tt it dripped on the floor. i was terrified.. so i quickly got into 7-11 got him a bottle of water, packet of tissue and a box of plaster . I never felt so worried before. Seeing the childness- side of him looking at his thumb, my heart just melt. So i poured water over it and used tissue to wrap it over tightly to stop the bleeding. den plastered it. I just feel he’s really silly.. i mean its like.. his thumb bleed so much yet he’s not even a wee bit afraid and cud even smile.

So.. we just rushed over to school. Daniel ( dance intructor ) taught em a new dance. So proud of my hubby. He cud dance the steps smoothly. tee hee. so daniel told the front row ppl who include my hubby to move back. so tt he wud focus of the ones who were previously at the back. so got the chance to take a shot of him.

<- now, make a guess. well, he’s the one with a cap.

Haha..so after dance, got him a towel to dry his sweat.. had dinner together.. and headed bugis street. It was a really sweet and happy night for me. Never felt so happy before. Thou it was juz a simple night.. i just feel happy. this lit joy i had, i juz cant explain. Nevertheless, we bought many snacks and finger food.. we shared em..and went to explore the shops.. i had fun.. bought smth which i cant finish, so hubby help me to finish em. tee hee. :X he say im troublesome.. treat him like rubbish damp. hahaa!! 

Soon after.. hubby sent me back.. ((:

-hubby there’s smth for me to say.. i really love you and i will not give up on you. Don’t be silly.. you noe how much i’ve changed.. and u noe how much effort i’ve put in. Let me tell you. I’ve nv been so willing to change myself before. But for you. i Really do change alot even from the start of our relationship. I do not wan history to happen again. and you noe how much u mean to me. Im giving my best.. and i wan u to noe.. i really do care and love you. Our relationship has been strong and im glad you are mature too. To be able to teach me and lead me. Im very happy tt i haf you in my life. You really taught me alot of things.And throughout our quarrels, we love each other even more! A relationship is not called a relationship if there’s no quarrels. We shared many many times together. nth’s gonna change the way i feel for you. No worries k? Lastly, you will and always be my NUMBER1 HUBBY. ((: i’ll always be here for you. No tears, no fears , i’ll take em all away. Only love. I’ll give em all to you. And i mean it. Thanks for all those sweet times u haf given me. my silly hubby, you noe how much my heart aches each time we quarrel?  Just rmb, each quarrel makes us each step closer! ((:

Hubby i love you.

-huggs&kisses-

Hey guys.. how time flies.. its been like 3 or 4 mths since i last blog or smth? erm.. doing kinda fun in sch..just had my mids’ papers. ooh well.. hmmm.. there’s many to update. so yes.. lets get started!

someone’s bday is on the way, who is ME,btw. SO finally selected my bday cake. its gonna be my SWEET18 bdae so this time my cake is specially customed made. princess like. tee hee. well, im still a child at heart!

ok ok enough of tt. thinking of it.. itz getting me all perk up! haa. well.. taking my driving lessons in abt 2 mths time. hopefully it doesnt affect my studies. ((:

Visiting the zoo with hubb- this week perhaps. whee!! so happy. XD

you guys muz be wondering who is he right? well.. he’s someone who cud really captivate my heart with his actions. someone who is mature.who cud lead me.and most importantly love me.

Alright.. hmmm.. kindaa bored.. so decided to share this topic. about.. how impt maturity to me.

To me, maturity is really important to me. b’cuz i feel a guy shuld lead his girl and not the other way round. He shuld not ne afraid of her. Able to show her he’s able to take care of her.

so.. AFter 1 year’ of rest from relationship…

Finally i felt im ready to start all over again. Learning from my past mistakes. I’ve learnt to love my guy more! and respect him. love him and seriously others told me i’ve change the way towards a bf. especially edmund. hahahahaha

cuz i learnt to control my temper well. ( towards him. tts y i say he’s really special.. tt i really improve my temper alot )

i will nv say things tt wud put my guy down either wud i say things tt wud hurt him. Using a approach tt he wud feel loved and cud feel tt i really care. Thou im not gd with my words. Actions speak louder than words. ( true ) of cuz, quarrels are evitable. However, we cud avoid it. There’s time i wud be angry too. But able to control ure anger also helps to reduce the tension within the quarrels. i always believe no one is perfect, so we got to learn to accept each weak points.

after much wad i’ve say.. i still must say he’s really special. hee ((: alright shall update soon. anyway he’s the dance captain of my sch. so proud of him!! hee

he’s mine. HAHA.

alright ok ok. anyway we bought the same Vans shoes together. tee hee. and i wore a guy’s size 7 . HAHA. big footed. but i like it~ i got a fetish for smelling my shoes. how!!!

   alright.. to be continued.. ((: hugs and nites!

Okay.. gotta blog this.. before i get tiredd.. and lazy tt i might not wana blog todayy.. well.. went for the orientation this morning with edmund.. was very fun.. filled in sum survey and stuff.. tehre’s another meeting tml.. but i cant attend.. cuz i wud be in overseas..so yaa..hahaa.. and ermm.. met kel at city link.. went to have our lunch..then he sent me home.. supposed to be taking a nap now.. but looks like.. i cant.. as i gotta rush for cell group meeting at 1900.. and the time now is actually 1817..  :\

anddd.. by the time i get home.. it wud be 2200 ( i guess ? ) and.. gonna hog on the fone for another 1 more hour.. before.. i get sum rest.. bathe.. and get going! excited yet.. feeling sad thou’ .. haa!

~  .:. xxx  .:. ~  .:. xxx  .:. ~  .:. xxx  .:. ~xxx ~ .:. ~xxx ~ .:. ~xxx ~ .:. ~

yupp.. lets talk about yesterdayy.. kel.. drove his uncle’s mitsubishi lancer without letting me know yesterday.. he drove to sim pang Bedok ( tsk tsk tsk ) .. fetch.. his frenss.. and with his 2 other frens who also drove their parents car out for a spin at east coast!! HEY, HOW DARE YOU LEFT ME BEHIND HUR! ok la, actually.. i was asleep.. ahhghhh!!! but pls pls plurrrleasseeeee… do not speed okay!? its very dangerous you know!!! thou u did played with da engine turbo.. its extremly more dangerous.. if you dont care about yourself.. pls do think about those who really cares about you! actually, i wud say, dont’ drive YET.  thou i know ya driving skills are considered average .. heh.

yes yes.. i’ll be watingg.. to drive..too.. ( tee hee )  :X 60/km? lol! or, maxi 80/km? so what if you know how to drive.. i’ll get to drive sum day too! alright,  rmb you drove ure daddy’s coupe! luckily u dont haf tt car anymore. HAHA. arghhh//lets not tok much about driving.  heed my advice ya?

okayy.. hope im able to catch sum slp tonight.. i muz really really really sleep!!!! not sure if im able to sleep in da plane.. okayy.. gotta go noww!! i’ll try to use the com when i get there ya? love you my dearest!! ((: tata

yay.. just in another 1 more day’s time.. but im yet to pack my luggage!!  was too lazy to pack yesterday!! so dead beat!! butt… had a fun time yesterdayy.. meet kel at bedok mrt bus stop at 1800 .. took bus 31 to parkwayy.. shopped around.. in and out of shops.. ate ice cream.. and followed him to SONY.. juz to watch him play PSP..?? i was like.. arrr.. well.. waited for him.. den continue with MY shopping. bought a pair of shoes.. and laces.. walked till im bored stiff ..

soooo.. we headed out of parkwayy.. strolled along the pathway.. where shop houses are there.. the hectic harkwer centres of parkway.. went to had our dinner theree..  andd walked ard again??  well.. nth muchh.. but we indeed enjoyed each other’s company..  ((:  feeling a lit’ down noww thou.. which i cant explain why eitherr.. perhaps.. im sooo gonna miss you.. or rather i cant bear to be apart from you. You gave me warmth and a sense of sercurity.. dont’ worry time flies fast.. so i’ll be back in mean time.. ((:

Alright shall update laterr yaa.. gotta watch my animal planet with my sis. haa, so boredd to tearss.. kel’s in school.. and he gotta work laterrr.. cant meet him for supper as i got morning orientation..so guess tonight.. i’ll haf to pack my stuff.. tml i gotta attend sum orientation.. den head for make up cell group tml.. den.. bathe at abt 0300 am .. reaching at airport at 0545am .. so any one wana send me off? hahaa, well i got frens who wana send me off.. but i dun wana trouble em’ cuz’ its a very early morning flight. well, fret nort ya, its juzzz aaay tripp….journey mercy!!  hehee

Really appreciate every single of your love..care and concern..

How time flies.. im flying in just another 2 days time.. went shopping with kel and wei ling yesterday.. bought myself a fur jacket which cost me $50 plus.. had a minnor quarrel with kel yesterday.. but we got ok within 20mins? .. hahaa.. actually it was me.. cuz im easily irritated.. especially when i haf my mens! ( yes! it came!! better than having tt mens’ when im in da airplane right?! ) then.. i just smiled at him in my way of apology.. then.. you know.. we girls just got a way with guys! yes yes we do! haa,

Im supposed to be sleeping now.. but i cant.. perhaps.. im still checking my check list.. packing my stuffs tonight.. and gonna meet kel later.. slept at 5am.. but woke up at 1050am .. so i betta go back to slp after this.. then.. guess i gotta meet kel.. for dinner… then for a stroll? hahaha.. not sureee.. Here’s my check List :

Clothes:

Panties ( hahaa. >.< )

pyjamas

socks

bras

shorts

jackets

vest

shawl ( brown in colour.. from tokyo )

sets of clothes ( shall decide wad to bring tonight )

Tolietries

toothbrush

toothpaste

shampoo + conditioner

Hair serum

hair wax

perfume ( escada )

santinary pads ( just in case im lazy to buy there )

my set of face cleanse!!  ( include toner , moisteriser, make up remover )

1 pax cotton bud

Make up bag

Hair / Others

5 Rubber Bands

1 head band

5pins

pen and paper

camera and charger

comb and brush

Gucci shades

Shaver

Hair dryer

so did i left anything out?? hmmm..

wad else shuld i bringg… i think not gonna bring too many stuffs.. i’ll be throwing in 2 big luggages.. 1 hand carry in the sense of wheel in my small luggage and sling my puma bag..

Clinton just called me.. to bid me fare well.. zzz ..  hahaa.. anyway, thanks alot for ure concern.. really appreciate tt.. thanks for showing me you care.. i will be back laa.. c’mon .. zzz .. ya lar, like you said.. i must come back.. cuz singapore has you right? hahahaha.. no lor.. actually no la. HAHA. such a lazy army man. better protect singapore ok, clinton. mr HAka man. you very homely gd husband meh? hahahaha X)) kidding. very romantic ok.

next.. wad else.. i dont know i cant slp.. perhaps im just too excited..

hugg my baby and whisper in his ears tt marmie is leaving singapore.. and told him to be good.. so i’ve told my maid to on the air con when its time for my baby to slp in my room. baby, you must wait 4 marmie okie!! dont leave me .. he’s getting older each day.. im just afraid he might juz go..  )): baby be strong..marmie will keep you in my prayers everyday!! told my maid to feed my baby with good food when im away.. make him happy.. hahaa.. my maid is rather close to my baby too.. so guess no worries..

also, im gonna miss service.. )):   gonna miss the message pastor kong gonna share.. kel must grow spiritually each day okie! lets run God’s race together! alright.. shall update laterr.. anywayy gotta slp now i guess?? baby* i miss you.

hey im back to blog again.. this week im really busy.. here’s my plan for the week..

Sun -  Working ( Due to short of man power )

Mon -  collect my brown winter 3/4 jacket

Tue -   Pack my luggages and bags

Wed -  Catch kelvin thun

Thurs - Go CHEC with Edmund..

Fri -     My flight! Checking in 0600 , flying off at 0805

Yeeahh.. yupp.. wanted to scan the air tickets.. but i cant as daddy said the air tickets are being printed out.. and all we need is to submit to the check in counter and we’ll be issued the air tickets.. as tt wud save alot of time from going down tehir office.. well.. high tech right.. hahaa..soo yaa..oh yes, daddy says we’ll be flying again next year early Jan to USA or Austrialia. whee..

Followed daddy to buy a camera on friday.. met different types of cunning ’smart’ sellers who come up with strategies.. to con people.. well i thank God tt He bless me with such a smart daddy who knew how to see thru the sellers’ sleeves.. finally.. daddy went to SONG BROTHERS to purchase a Panasonic Lumix DMC-FM9 hee.. tts the camera im looking for!! the anti shake one.. daddy got me plum red colour.. as i felt it looks erm.. sexy. HAHA. well i love the colourr.. here’s a pic of it but its black in colour.

  looks prettay ay.. haa.. well.. its beautiful..not just the outside but the fuctions are gr8! daddy got a FM9 instead of FM8. so its bigger in programming and stuff.. well..aint sure abt the difference.. daddy spent like $610 excluding 5% tax..

Next.. im gonna work lata.. short of man powerr.. so well.. since i got nth to do.. kel’s workingg too.. cant accompany me out.. soo.. why nort work.. can earn $$$ !!   hahaa.. his bday is on the 31 march.. well, he complain no one eva gave him a card.. ( cell group members , ah!) hahaa.. ok ok ok. i’ll make a big big card for you okay! Needaa earn more moneyy.. to get you a present ya. since you love cars.. why nort get u a toy car from toy’rus? lol.. lets see who gets our liscense first.. heh heh!

Renewed my passport too.. yes, as the person in the passport DO NOT look like me at all.. very very different!!  its like a total make over?!?!? Not in the sense of ugly to pretty but my facial features, hairstyle, skin colour..CHANGED!  i look damnnn dark last time.. like  malay!!!!! arghh!! so ugly!! cuz i went tanning at thailand laa.. and i cut bob hairstyle too.. hahahahha.. funny..so u can imgaine how awful hideous i look ya.. heehee..

aright.. gonna end here noww.. btw, i’ll try to logf on to msn when i get there.. and use free internet in the transit.. kekee.. so i guess i wun need to bring my lap top deree.. sooo gonnaaa misss you guys.. but I’LL BE BACK. so dont miss me! haa, see yaa peepppoleeeee.

Current stauts : waiting for mum to get hme from market.. zzz i needaa eat my breakfast!!

Dont’ let your past defeat you..

well.. i’ve stopped workingg.. but not resigning yet.. so last night was the last night i worked with my favourite next door collg and my collg..webby,shi wei.. ingle..kakthit..shARu..mose..felt so so sad.. so chatted with aunty siew luang..really cant bear to leave em’ thou.. haa.. guess im really devoted to this job.. wonder when can i work with em’ again when i start to work perhaps next mth ?? ):

Today.. was supposed to renew my passport.. but was postponed to tml ( which is today ) with my daddy.. after tt we’re gonna get another camera.. ( yay! ) as daddy wana get a more updated model..so sis got 1.. i own 1.. now we’re gonna haf 3! hahaa .. after tt daddy and i gonna collect the air tickets!! whee!!~ and like.. i haven’t pack my stuff yet?!?! well..hmmm.. i guess i’ll pack like in another 2-3days time?? i hope it wun be too late then.

Daddy book a London cabby for me. to take us to the aiport next week..hee hee..well.. like i said or rather my frens say.. imma daddy’s girl. X) sooo cant help it. i love my daddy and marmie..hee hee..

Talk about blessings.. God bless me with some money.. daddy gave me $420 .. + my pay + my frens haf been treating me non stop for 4days alr!! multiple blessings!! + ppl who owed me money.. HAHA. im gonna beee richhh. kidding!

Juz woke up at 2100 .. felt hungry.. and no one is hme except my maid and doggie.. so i called kel.. and he help me packed from food from bedok north and send it to my hse.. aww! tts so sweet~ of him. really appreciate tt alot!! thankew  hee.. kel ar.. dun cry when i leave ok! betta behave ure self.. study hard! i’ll try sms u by then.. so try to keep ya self busy.. dun sad sad okie!

wad else…..

then went to bed at 0012 woke up at 0222 .. ( lots of 222 ar? ) now he’s asleep so wad shuld i do.. play online games?? my sis got addicted to DOTA recently.. wah lauu.. why almost everybody i know..plays dota..well.. as for me.. i prefer a more simplified game like.. macdonal game? HAHA. yes tts my favourite wot.. )):

Im flying in another 1 week’s time.. really cant wait too!! i’ve alr planned wad to do in the airplan.. like :

1) write a shopping list

2) watch movie

3) eat and slp ( yes.. ) its so gonna be a long journey

hehehee..

okayy.. guess tts all.. nth much to be added.. nitez everyone.. ohyes, cell group tml.. whee!~

You are the peace

That guards my heart

My help in times of needs

You are the hope

That leads me on

And brings me to my knees

For there I find you waiting

And there i will release

So with all my heart i’ll worship

And unto You I sing

**For you alone deserve all glory

For you alone deserve all praise

Father we worship and adore You

Father we long to see your face

**Father we love You.. and we worship you this day..

Help us to forgive those who sinned against us..

Here i go.. im having a high fever since yesterday afternoon.. soo.. took off today to rest.. temp 39.3 .. )):  guess my immue system is low now.. daddy took gr8 care of me.. fed me medicine..

Unable to renew my passport and collect my air tickets with daddy today..  so guess i gotta renew my passport next week then.

Well.. ppl.. rmb i once said.. to forget all of your past conflicts and disappointments?  to forgive ure past enemies .that now is the year of 2006 and we shouldn’t live in the past? then why are sum ppl in our lives kept coming in and raking up the past? seriously.. by staying on in ure past gets u no where.

Alright.. im not pin pointing at others or rather am i refering to anyone. i promiesd. but sumhow.. tts wad my fren’s are going thru.. im not trying to be mean.. and dun take wad i said as im mocking at you. cuz’ im not, it wud be very extremly childish of me if i were to do tt. Rmb Pastor Kong told us tt past disappointments are smth we suld learn from it..stop repeating those stuffs u did tt wud make others dislike you. Do smth abt it to stop history from happening! and not juz backstabbing others over and over again.

Jess, dun let those ppl say affect you. These ppl will be dealt with. We do not haf to fear. Seriously.. i am truly not affect by wad others say.. becuz i’ve either forgiven em or alr forget my past conflicts with em. ANd if they are still raking abt it.. its their choice and if they wana sour the relationship,its their choice too. i’ve forgiven jamie long time ago eva since we both apologise for our past conflicts.

well, i dun bring tt up again becuz i’ve forgiven her. we are sisters in christ! If u feel u haf done ya best in saving the friendship, the rest is up to ure fren. You did all u cud. Always believe tt God will nv forsake us and will nv leave us even if ure fren did.. He knows everything tt is going on.. keep praying..God will noe when ya sincere. Perhaps tt fren is not worth keeping.. not worth ya time investing. I believe you will meet better frens out there, just like me!! my whole bunch of church frens, they are really nice and i love em’ lots! hee ((: i hope you will stop feeling upset over such ppl tt are always trying to harm you. hugs* frens always! keep shining for the Lord!

Gotta end here now..  nite!

okayy.. im back hme.. its 0050am now..juz came backk from supper with sis and kel.. feeling so bloated..  )):

Anyway.. my flight is on the 10March not 09.. hee hee.. wud be flying off at night..and wud be taking CATHAY PACIFIC.. whosh! so excitedd!! shall update further details when soon to come yea? cant wait!! whee!! got my puma bag today..so happy.. gonna bring tt bag wit me overseas!

So.. gotta packk my bag and stuff soon.. i mean.. get em’ ready..as i wud be busy workingg..so better..write down a list on wad to bring with me.. its gonna be a longg journey..got my sweathers with fur neckline.  X)) so im really afraid of cold!

hmmm..well..nth much to update..so i guess tt wud be all.. good night peeps!!

oh yes, from next week onwards, im no longer using my house line anymore. daddy changed number.. so ya, call me up if u wana edit it ya? nitez!

-michh carlyn.-

Alright.. back again.. finally haf da time to blog! ):

its been a really LONG time since i last blog, i muz say.. so.. ya.. gotta update.. been working really hard.. in the airport transit..doing mid night shifts.. had my really early morning breakfast in airport transit macdonal these days.really nice and romantic i muz say!! looking at the planes take off.. romantic hur?

spending my V’day during work. haa! too bad i cant take off tt day.. so cant celebrate it.. but its alright.. as i believe everyday is a Valentine day.. kindaa sad.. but the next day was gr8.. went to chill out at town. ((: next year..hee.

Next, i lost weigh.. like another 3kg?! look at my lastest pic.. and u’ll know!! thou its not much of a difference,but still..missed my meals.. deadfully occupied with work.. till i got my frens to remind me to take my meals thru sms! haa, well.. having a fever now.. gastric..vomited this afternoon. ): so i gotta rest soon.. 

Here’s a lastest pic of me :   

Also, guys.. im leaving on 09 March..dad is doing da necessary arrangments.. hope to fly on 09 March!! whee!! dont’ ask me when i’ll be back.. not cfm YET. but i’ll be backkkk … so if u wana send me off.. heh heh.. i’ll be touched. kidding! just pray for a safe journey i’ll appreciate it! (: gonna miss my lit’ baby.. dog.. hahahaha

Recently.. spend alot of $$$ on shoppingg.. clothes shoes bags wallets .. quiting my job soon.. so sad.. ): gonna miss all my frens there.. especially.. my BEST working pal.. SHI WEI! heehehe   SHE’S REALLY NICE!

Gonna take my lit’ baby for grooming tml afternoon.. nails are getting long.. and he’s having his mood swings recently.. lol.. so ya.. cant delay any longer!

Look at him..  : 

And.. im gonna make my 18 bday special this year.. a really grand one!! MUS WEAR FORMAL!! kidding. see how 1st . lah? get my driving license?? YES ITS A MUST. daddy’ is letting me drive his car with him sitting next to me sumwhere next mth in kranji. COOL! so excited.. hehehee..cant wait!!!! thou its.. illegal..    :X

Okay.. i gotta stop here now.. i’ll promise to update as often ya.. gonna slp now.. before kel starts to nag at me again.. zzz to slp slp slp  and take my med. but im not gonna take it. haha.. shhh.. wrote it here cuz i noe he doesnt noe im blogging.. heehee. Have a nice day ppl!